So when someone gets a DUI and loses their job because of it, the world stops because they’re too “depressed.” But when I can’t go home because my mom doesn’t talk to me in six days, I have to suck it up and understand. You know why? Because the sad part of growing up is realizing no matter how much you go out of your way for your friends, you should never expect the same in return.

Ignore this. I’m ranting to the wind.

Hi, I need help. Maybe some straight people can try, but I hope I have some gay followers (keith help me!!) So here’s my question:

How does a gay guy know someone is into them? I’m not talking the “i want to fuck you so bad come here” type of interest but the “wow you’re an awesome person let’s get to know each other” type. I’m asking because I for the life of me can’t figure out how to do this. Every relationship I’ve had was through mutual friends so I knew they were gay/into me. But in the adult world it’s so strange to me. I mean, with grindr and stuff it’s easy to find people who want to hook up, but nothing past that really. I’m too fickle to actually hit on someone myself and I go for people a little more masculine than myself so it isn’t easy swallowing fear and asking someone out for me. I do a damn good job of giving off vibes I think. I dunno, I probably sound really stupid for asking this but what are the signs someone is interested in you? I need input or I’ll die from lack of gay

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The Black Keys on May 9 with Lacey. BUT motherfucking Brand New in August I can’t even wait

I also hit someone with my car today. Not literally a body, but another vehicle. I’m glad it’s only scratches but I hope they don;t go through insurance and let me pay them from my pockets.

I’m not sure why everyone I’ve been with has gone down the rabbit hole. Drugs, crime, stalking, suicide. It’s really starting to get to me. I feel like I just attract that type of people maybe. It’s confusing because I’m not like that for the most part. I smoke weed and party every once in a while like normal people. I don’t even want to date anymore for a long time after all this bullshit the past 5 years. Excuse this post I’m just really sad today.

To see someone you loved turn into a cokehead in the making is the best way to realize you weren’t right for each other.

Who are you again?

Jumping for joy because I’m going out again tonight. Note to self: Stick to one drink and don’t be sloppy. For some reason I never listen to myself.